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capitals are what is true about me
01. I MISS SOMEBODY RIGHT NOW
02. I don't watch much TV these days
03. I love olives
04. I LOVE SLEEPING
05. I own lots of books
06. I wear glasses or contact lenses
07. I love to play video games
08. I've tried marijuana
09. I watched porn movies alot
10. I have been in a threesome
11. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship
12. I believe honesty is usually the best policy
13. I HAVE ACNE FREE SKIN
14. I like and respect Al Sharpton
15. I curse frequently
16. I HAVE CHANGED A LOT MENTALLY OVER THE PAST YEAR
17. I HAVE A HOBBY
18. I've been told I: (women) have an applebottom, (men) am packing.
19. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me
20. I'm really, really smart
21. IVE NEVER BROKEN SOMEONES BONES
22. I HAVE A SECRET I AM ASHAMED TO REVEAL
23. I hate the rain
24. I'm paranoid at times
25. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar
26. I need money right now!
27. I love Sushi
28. I talk really, really fast
29. I HAVE FRESH BREATH IN THE MORNING
30. I HAVE LONG HAIR
31. I have lost money in Las Vegas
32. I have at least one brother and/or one sister
33. I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
34. I SHAVE MY LEGS ON A REGULAR BASIS
35. I have a twin
36. I have worn fake hair in the past
37. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
38. I like the way that I look sometimes
39. I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months
40. I know how to do cornrows
41. I am usually pessimistic
42. I have a lot of mood swings
43. I think prostitution should be legalized
44. I think Britney Spears is hot
45. I have cheated on a significant other in the past
46. I have a hidden talent
47. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have
48. I think that I'm popular
49. I am currently wide awake
50. I have kissed someone of the same sex <
51. I ENJOY TALKING ON THE PHONE
52. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants
53. ILOVE TO SHOP
54. I would rather shop than eat
55. I WOULD CLASSIFY MYSELF AS GHETTO ((hehe just kidding))
56. I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders
57. I'm obsessed with my Ujournal or Livejournal
58. I DONT HATE ANYONE. I DISLIKE THEM
59. I'm a pretty good singer
60. I don't think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington
61. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother <-- sometimes
62. I HAVE A CELL PHONE
63. I BELEIVE IN G-D
64. I watch MTV on a daily basis
65. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months
66. I love drama
67. I have never been in a real relationship before
68. IVE REJECTED SOMEONE BEFORE
69. I CURRENTLY HAVE A CRUSH ON SOMEONE
70. I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT I WANT TO DO FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE
71. I WANT TO AHVE CHILDREN IN THE FUTURE
72. I HAVE CHANGED A DIAPER BEFORE
73. I've called the cops on a friend before
74. I BITE MY NAILS
75. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club
76. I'm not allergic to anything
77. I HAVE A LOT TO LEARN
78. I have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger
79. I plan on seeing Ice Cube's newest "Friday" movie
80. I am very shy around the opposite sex sometimes
81. I'm online 24/7, even as an away message
82. I have at least 5 away messages saved
83. I HAVE TRIED ALCOHOL BEFORE
84. I have made a move on a friend's significant other in the past
85. I own the "South Park" movie
86. I have avoided assignments at work to be on Xanga or Livejournal
87. When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum
88. I enjoy some country music
89. I WOULD DIE FOR MY BEST FRIENDS
90. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza
91. I watch soap operas whenever I can
92. I'm obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist <-- About some things
93. I have used my sexuality to advance my career
94. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all
95. I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story"
96. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy
97. I WATCH SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS, AND I LIKE IT. ((A LOT))
98. I have dated a close friend's ex
99. I'm happy as of this moment
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i had completely abandoned my lj, but this needs to be said.
when you least expect it, bad thing are going to happen in life. horrible things.theyre gonna happen to things and people that you love and care about and nothing in the world could ever make them okay. when these bad things happen, your going to feel like an idiot for taking these loved things for granted. for not apreciating things when they are perfect.
so everybody just stop complaining about what a "shitty life" you have if you dont have one. and all the ghetto wannabes just stoptrying to act poor and make you life worse than it is and just appreciate the things you have while they last and stop trying to screw things up for yourslef because thats just stupid. everybody needs to face reality at one point. eventually, your going to see what a great life most of you have, including myself.there are kids who would die to have the life we have...and some of them are closer to you than you might think.
in the past few months, i've experienced some losses. my uncle pete died. my auntie vicky is in a coma, and my friends have been facing obstacles too. all of this, while at first glance seemed horrible. was a serious reality check for me. my life as an indevidual is amazing. not perfect, but absolutley wonderful all the same. and i wouldnt change it for anyhting in the world.
eventually everyone will have that same reality check. some of you have already had it, maybe too soon. but its going to happen and its going to be hard. life is a beautiful thing... so dont take it for granted.
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in an unusually good mood
just totally had an outburst a couple hours ago
i woke up this morning in a really good mood. prolly because of the awesome time i had at bowling last night. then i got up and did some stuff, mostly boring. nothing worth talkin about. i got home and nobody was home ((no surprise)) which totally broke my mood in half. so i just sat there for a minute. totally depressed. right back to the way ive really been feeling underneath it all for a while, when i decided, No. i wont do it. i wont just sit here for the rest of the night, wasting my life a way like every other night. I just cant do it anymore. So i popped in a christmas CD and totally let loose for hours. it was truly THE CORNIEST thing i have ever done in my life, EVER; but it felt so good. THen i drew a hot bubble bath ((something i havent done in years)) and soaked for a while as every classic christams carolfrom frosty to rudolf to well, everything. i went through 3 CDs. it was so much fun. Then neil called which totally brightens up my mood no matter what. even though he could only talk for a little while, it stilll made me happy that he called.then i went online and talked to my friends, my real friends. i didnt even bother being nice to the annoying ppl who IMed me this time. i just ignored them. it sounds mean but this was just one of those nights that i had to focus on me. and it really felt good.
maybe this is the beginningm of things getting better =)
<3 Ellie
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[01 Oct 2004|06:19pm] |
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hey hey everyoneeee
wooooow i completey forgot i even had a lj until today lol
its been a loooooooooooong time. i dont even remember the last timei updated. well its been like a month so ill just give you the past week or so.
hmm...mon, tues, wed, thurs, fri- school.eh. my classes are alright i suppose. P.1 math is cool. even tho my teacher stinks ((phalen)) and i have an E so far this quarter. but i have james and mark and mirah and jared and katelyn and margaret in that class so its all good. P.2 is kool too ((english)) w/ caitlyn and mirah and pat and margaret and jared and dominique and ali. P.3 is my same italiano class as last year. brianna and ali and jimmy and jared and stefano and nathan. after that idk what classes i have cuz theyre switching em allllllll around. its probably gonna be p.4 social studies, p.5 science and p.6 gym. maybe thats kool depending on whos in those classes.
anyways enough about school. probably going bowling tommorrow night w/ **neil** and mark and jimmy and his gf and idk who else. i went last saturday too w/ neil and mark it was funnnnnnnn. sunday i have to go to my baby cole's christening and then to a party after that.
!!!i just realized its almost christmas time!!!
well not really
but its closer than i thought it was
hmmm must get together with mirah this week. we have 2 projects due together! mirah you light up my life
ok well must go now
Love Peace and Happiness to all
eLLLLLLLLLLLLie
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im trying to make some changes in my life
well, atleast in my attitude toward life
come to think of it, im not changing anything, im just trying to turn things back to the way they once were... back when i was happy
im not like depressed or anything, because not one thing is making me sad. its just life.
and not my life in particular. i mean im not trying to make my life harder than it is. because i have a great life that i am thankful for. i just think im wasting it. wasting my time here. i was given so much and im just throwing it away. y? because doing almost anything will make me sad. nohting makes me happy anymore. nothing. i have no real emotions. there are about three people in this world who really mean anything to me. and i probably mean something to only maybe 2 of those people. those small numbers make me sick...
your probably wondering why im writing all of this. after all, all my other entries are just cheerful and happy and care-free.
well, thats part of the change im trying to make
all my life, it was nearly impossible for me to really get close to someone, really care about someone. whenever i saw things getting serious, i would pull away. i dont know why. i guess im just afraid of people. i dont trust them. it sounds horrible, and it is horrible. and there's no explination as to why that is. there is one person in this world who really knows me. really truly knows me inside and out. to that person i am thankful. you know who you are.
so yes, the change i am trying to make is to open up to people. to let them really know me. because none of you do. none of you probably care anyway. but thats not the point of this change. the point is that i will know that i had the courage to tell you. all of you. in writing. i was brave enough to do it. i finally opened up.
thats probably not a big deal to any of you...
but it is to me.
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ello everyone
havent updated in a looooong time
so what have i been doing lately???
goodness i dont even remember!!!
o yea, well friday night i went bowling with nate neil bri and a whole bunch of highschoolers i didnt no. me neil and bri had our own lane cause we didnt no anyone else but nate so we just chilled with eachother. it was kool with me though because my main reason for being there was to see neil since i dont get so see him as much as i used to cuz of school and all. i miss summer... i miss neil. i love him so much. i just wish i could spend forever with him. o wow i just typed all that didnt i? lol. but yea so i didnt really mind not knowing anyone since i was with neil but i felt bad for bri. i think she felt like she was interrupting something by being with us but i didnt mind at all. i dint get to spend that much time with nate though, but i no he wasnt like purposely avoiding me or anything. im not like mad, i just miss him. but its kool, im sure ill see him soon.
well i think im gonna go call neil
love to all
[({ eLLe })]
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[02 Sep 2004|05:23pm] |
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ello everyone. the last few days were pretty fun so i thought i'd share them with you.
so tuesday i went to see napolean dynamite with kelsey and brianna. nate and neil were supposed to come too, but they couldnt find rides =(
which stunk but yuh we still had fun and we saw mirah and becca and all there theatre friends outside the theatre but they already saw there movie so we only talked for like 2min. i miss my mirah baby and my becca baby.=( in the theatre me and kelsey were being really loud and everything and everyone getting annoyed with us but o well. so that was fun and then that night i slept over briannas house. she stayed up till like 5 but i fell asleep at one. we had to wake up at 9 tho cuz her brother had training or something in the basement which was okay for me cuz i still got 8 hours but poor bri only got like 4.=(
then yesterday i left bris at like four in the afternoon and went golfing with my cousin jesse and my mom. i was really bad but o well. and then jesse and i went to shanes soccer game and they tied which was good. but i only watched like 10 minutes of the game cuz jesse and i were chillen in his dads NEW CAR! which is an awesome sports car i forgot the name like infinity or something i think but yea its a wicked kool car. and that was fun. and then i went home that night.
today i wanted to go to the beach with mark and neil and other ppl i forgot who but i couldnt which really stinks so yuh im bored now and i had no fun on my last day of summer=(.
im excited bout tommorrow tho! get to see lots of ppl i havent seen in a long time!=)
well i better be going
love & peace
ElLiE
I love you neil!
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hey hey everyone! wuts up?
well i just got back from alex's pool party! shes soooo awesome and nice and i love her. i havent seen her in forever tho! gosh i miss her crazily!well atleast i got to see her and briana ayer today!
so yuh the pool pary was fun. i didnt really no anyone there but the people were all kool. there was erica, nancy and shaylin and other ppl but i cant remember there names.first we swam for like a long time. and then the pizza came and we were hungry so we got out and ate like 3 whole pizzas and chicken thingys. but i only had 2 pieces of pizza cuz i had just ate a salad. and then we had a silly string fight and we kept throwin eachother in the pool. then we killed a spongebob pinata to get candy. then we went back in the pool for a while and then we just chilled and listened to musiv and stuff. quite fun if you ask me.
so yes tonight im not sure what im doing. probably go to the track with the mother. then maybe movies with kels if mom says yess. fun fun!
well thats all folks
mocho lovin to all
~eLLe beLLe~
PS i love you neil
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ok guys the wiggles concert on monday was AWESOME. i got a poster and a t shirt and it was soo much fun. im very dissapointed however that only two ppl like the wiggles enough to comment in my lj. but nate and kelsey are my new best friends.
ok soo anyways, what did i do today? nothin worth talkin about. i just cleaned the house and did laundry. bleh. but yesterday i went shopping with brianna at the providence place mall. quite fun. i got a bob marley pink t shirt and a pretty blue shirt with flowers on it from abercrombie.
yuh so thats basically it.
i love neil
mucho lovin to all,
Elle
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| WIGGLES!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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hey hey today is gonna be the best day ever!!! =) Because today im going to a concert! THE WIGGLES CONCERT!!!!!!!!!! with baby cousin.
Okay now im sure you all know the wiggles TV show and if you dont then your a loser and your never allowed to talk to me again.
well im gonna go get ready
may be ill get there autographs!
Buh bye
Ellie belle
PS IF YOU LOVE THE WIGGLES THEN COMMENT!!!!!!
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heyy everyone hows it goin? im here at the wonderful briannas house since my mommy is in boston for the weekend. so yes we saw without a paddle last night and it was extremely funny. we went with kelsey and bianca and cynthia and mike and adam. it was quite fun. but im like exauhsted cuz we didnt get to bed till like 2 30 in the morning and i woke up at 8. bleh.
sorry i havent upated in a while i jjust forget. hehe. but im sure you will all forgive me.
alrighty then i must be going
mucho lovin to all
eLLe beLLe
PS>>> I love you neil
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[16 Aug 2004|09:56am] |
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well dont i feel special having to wonderful friends like brianna and kelsey to make my journal like ten times better! ily guys!
yea so i kind of forgot about my live journal for about a week and im terribly sorry everyone. but ill just fill you in on the past weekend since thats all i can really remember.
okay well friday i went over briannas and so did neil and zach and amanda. it was very fun but we watched this really wierd japanese animated movie called *spirited away*, which was really wierd and kinda creepy. and then my auntie picked me up at about ten and took me home and she slept over cuz my mommy was in newport. On saturday my auntie and i went to breakfast and then just ran errands and stuff and then neil came over at 5 30 and we watched movies and stuff. then on sunday i had a family party for my cousins birthday. shes two. it was fun and i kicked ass when we played badmitten. yes i no im a loser. but yes i enjoy beating people at badmitten. and then i met neil at the odeum and we saw suessical!!!! everyone in suessical did an awesome job!!!! congrats!!!!
and thats all i can remember from this weekend but yea it was a pretty fun weekend. well i must be going!
Love,
Ellie
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ok well i no i havent updated in a while but ive been really busy, so im terribly sorry.
Well wut has happened since my last entry hmm..... Well ive been working on the story but i really dont have that much written because im still looking stuff up on the topic. o yea and the other night i went to see FAME with neil and it was AWESOME. Everyone did a great job.
thats all i can remember from the last couple days but today im going to the beach!!! i havent been in so long!
ok well thats all folks
~*:*~ lOvE & pEaCe ~*:*
Ellie bell
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ok well i dont really no wut im doing today, but yesterday was really fun.
at 4:30 i went to my uncles surprise party, which wasnt a surprise for him, but o well, we still got cake.
yea so i chilled with the family for a bit and played with the babies and stuff for about an hour until i went in the pool with my older cousins and my two uncles. we played water dogeball which was hard since it was pitch black out. yea i lost. i think it was shane who won.
everyone else stayed in the pool for an hour but i wanted to keep swimming so i was in the pool for like 3 hours. i was really tired after that. then everyone started to wonder where i was ((they thought i drowned or something)) until my mom finally called me out of the pool. we stayed for like another hour and then went home. yea it was pretty fun.
much love
*elle*
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ok well i woke up this morning and i was just lying in bed when i have this great idea for a story!!!=) ((for those of u who dont know, i want to be a writer when i grow up and im constantly writing stories and such)) So thats what i'll be doing all day today! writing and researching.
Until tonigght when i have my uncles surprise party!! yay!! SHHH dont tell him!!
ok well im gonna get writing
-*~Peace~*-
Ellie belly
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k well today i woke up late. i didnt get up until 10 and even then i really wanted to go back to sleep but my auntie was hungry so i threw on sum old jeans and went to dunkin donuts. i had a wheat bagel. it was pretty good.
then we went down to oakland beach and just walked on the rocks and looked at the water. it was really pretty.
From there i went to the highlight of my day...shopping! i bought sum really pretty earings and a jean skirt and a cool shirt. it was fun.
then we went to visit my uncle dean at the prison ((hes not actually in prison, he just works there)).
And that brings me to where i am now. home. my auntie left so now i am all alone untill my mommy gets home around 6ish, maybe later if she desides to go out to dinner with her bf. i might go see a movie later with brianna and zach and hopefully neil if i can reach him ((which i havent been able to do for 2 days =(. but im not sure if we'll even end up going since they havent called yet.
okay, well im going to take a nap cuz im REALLY tired.
~peace~
*ellie*
i love u neil
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well today im mostly doing stuff with my family. my auntie and uncle and i are going to breakfst at evelyns most likely. then, after that im going to my uncle stevens pool ((again)) and helping out with the kids ((again)). ill probably leave there around 1 0r 2ish. but after that i free. neil and mark call me and i promise we will see the village together!!!today would be best for me but if not today i think i could pull it off tomorrow.mark dont die!!! we will see the village!!! dont cry im sorry!!
okay yea so anyways im goin to brunch with my aunt now
love
elle
I love you neil!!
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Alright well, today im doing a lot of things. around Like 11:00 or 12:00im goin to see THE VILLAGE with bri. which will be fun cuz that movie looks REALLY scary. After that i think bri's mom said we're goin to the beach, but idk. I love the beach so i hope we do. then, after the beach my auntie Lynelle is picking me up at bris and staying over my house with me for the weekend since my mom is in Nantucket. We'll go to dinner tonight and then my Auntie Lyn and I are going to my uncle Steven's and Auntie Allies house to swim in his pool. My cousins shane and jesse will probably be there too with my uncle dave and Auntie Diane. And then I'll probably end up staying there a little while to help take care of my baby cousins ((hope and Cole)) and give my auntie allie and uncle steve a break. After the babies are tucked in im goin back to my house with my auntie lyn and my uncle dean will probably come over and maybe even stay over, im not sure. and then i'll go to bed, probably late cuz my auntie lyn lets me stay up as late as i want. And thats my day!
Love and peace
Ellie
P.S. I love neil
2*13*04
Always & forever
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okay, well today is gonna be reallllly boring cuz im not doing much of anyhting. mommy's at work and then shes goin to dinner tonight so i probably wont see her for very long at all. So im just home alone all day today...=( i'll probably do sum pilates and maybe sum cardio around noon, and then if i feel like it ((which i probably wont)) ill do sum of the summer reading/math problems for school. Nah, i dont think i will. so yea after that i'll probably make myself sum lunch and then watch a movie or sumthng and then eat dinner and listen to sum misic of choice. i'll probably go to sleep early too since theres no good movies on TV. and thats my day today!
Love and Peace
~ellie
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[28 Jul 2004|07:34pm] |
Ok, everyone with a lj has this survey so i decided to put it in my lj.
here it is~
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
29. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
33. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
34. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?
alright so thats all
love & peace
~elle
I love u neil
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